Just a rant

yeah, just a rant.

I still can’t believe why people cannot tell me directly what they want to tell me. Why can’t they be frank, tell me that I suck, they hate me, I don’t belong to this particular place and so on?

I don’t know but because of these circumstances, I think I’ll have to resort to one thing.

sheesh.

Like for example, a simple reply on email, how come they can’t do that while they can email someone else? why not the closest person? People make me feel important, place me in an important position and then make me feel annoyingly useless after being in that position for a certain time. I mean, come on, tell me if I’m doing bullshit in my place so that I know what I will do.

For one, at some positions I did not intend to be in there, I just followed what people above would like to do together with the thinking “Maybe I can do this”. But sometimes, people are so discouraging.

Is this college?

Am I gonna experience this again in work?

What the hell is going on?

That’s what I hated way back in high school, people there at that time are “backstabbers”, gossip people. They can’t tell me directly what I am already doing that is, according to them, not-so-normal. I cannot understand why people are like that. Some say so that they won’t be able to hurt the person. Oh come on, not telling that person what he or she is doing bad and then telling it to someone else, aren’t you hurting that person more? You are giving a bad impression to that someone while leaving the “victim” unable to redeem his or herself.

and now I’m in college for nearly three years and I thought those kind of people are things of the past. But I don’t think so. to think this is a private school and yet people don’t act as sophisticated as the school. Take UP for instance, when you’re there, you don’t have that feeling that people would hate you for wearing house attire or islander slippers.

Anyway,

I thought I… well…found the good people around. Yet I’m beginning to retrieve my BAAAD mentality towards people around me because of the… no other way to say this, the people around me. 😐 I will be frank here, if you want, that I’m starting to lose some trust to some people AGAIN. and I’m starting to get irritated in college.

 

and please. anyone who will read this please, you know my way.

Migration

A friend of mine is going to Canada tomorrow and he will be there for good. I’m just wondering why most people are already migrating to other countries. One thing, there are a lot of racial discrimination that probably would send me to jail if I heard one nasty description from the people of that place.

Even though our government had a lot of flaws (and even now), I still like it here. WHY? Well, there are a lot of things that I like here.

• One, it’s a tropical country. Even if it’s so hot, I’d still prefer it from freezing cold because by looking at the state of my body, cold will kill me in no time.
• Two, Speeding is monitored in such countries. In Japan, I think, they already have speed cameras on Tokyo Highways. Here, get a fast car and the Toyota Vios and Altis cannot catch you. Unless, you ran across San Juan’s Altis, that might be a problem. I would like to experience to speed just once. Or technical turns…
• Three, Most of the international goodies here are bargains. Take for examples the ORIGINAL iPods. The iPods here are cheaper than what US has to give. Although now, it is already being eaten by the continuous increase of value of the Philippine Peso.
• Four, Only in the Philippines where traffic can expand from 3 lanes to 5 lanes without any major casualties. It impresses me a lot.
• Five, also Only in the Philippines where there are intersections have to traffic lights. It’s bad, I know but we Filipinos can manage to drive across without hitting a frowning face.
• Six, Lots of Malls around. There are malls around you in the blink of an eye.
• Seven, Lots of places to hangout as well.

This is not a tourism matter people… I know there are also a lot of goodies in other countries but I still prefer to live here. I’m not a big fan of imported chocolates or spam or any international goodies. I know, PSP and Q-steer are from Japan but I buying those for a purpose not because I’m a dying fan of it. 😀