Archive for August, 2010

My so-far-epic-failure love life

Sure is, in a pessimistic way. πŸ˜€ I’m here in Krispy Kreme Greenhills, waiting for my family to finish what they have to do here. I’m saying that it is an epic failure for now, not because the women dumped me but because I am not courageous enough to court them. I don’t know but I wanted to be close friends with the girl first, not giving her a hint Β quickly that I like her. But I guess it’s not gonna work in this generation. Women are sooooooooo different nowadays.

But I guess I am just weak. πŸ˜€ I am a bit of an introvert so I am having trouble communicating with other people, especially in a school where a lot of people are rich-ass, even scholars. And so most of the women are fascinated by rich guys with fancy cars and other luxuries. Stereotyping? maybe but if you reeeally look into those people, it is actually true. Then what happens? They’ll end up breaking because they were blinded by these material things.

I don’t know how to cure this introvert-ness… And the image I’ve been burning to most people is “KUYA PAU”, and that’s it. I told myself that I wouldn’t court someone here in this school because I always thought that most of the women there are quite….argh. Sorry, I don’t want to say it here. But of course, there exceptions but those exceptions are soooooooooooo hard to obtain. Hay

I guess I’ll enjoy being single for now. Being single is fun, anyway. πŸ˜€

Sunday, August 29, 2010

It was a good day. We went to mass first then went to get my brother’s Power Balance bands in his Ninang’s home in Cavite. There, I was able to drink (finally) a can of beer after a long while. Then after that, we went to Bonifacio High Street. It was not really the first time I went there, rather it was the first time I was able to go around. I already saw place many times.And so I went around with my brother and the only establishments that caught my eye are Fully Booked, Healthy Options(because of the bags of chips I haven’t seen before), Krispy Kreme and Starbucks.

Fully Booked because, even though I am not into reading, I like places with so many books. I even bought an expensive notebook just because I am fascinated by the cover. You wouldn’t find these kinds of notebooks in National Bookstore. The most expensive bunch I saw was Moleskin. #$%^&*! I am not stupid to buy a 1500 Php small notebook. Instead, I got this:

It’s a “DIALOGUE” notebook. πŸ˜€ costs 240 Php. Not bad for a fat notebook this size. It’s A6 in size, Italian PU cover, 128 sheets that are lined on one side and blank on the other. The paper is 80 gsm Acid-Free Cream with an elastic band closure. (How Technical!)

After that, I ended the day by eating dinner with my family in a roasting house just nearby our home. On the High Street topic, I don’t think I’ll be one of the people who would spend some time around this place. If I will go here in the future, maybe on Fully Booked or I’ll just be waiting in KK or SB or maybe when I have enough money, I’ll be getting that Ateneo Jacket under Nike.

Of today’s stuff

How will I describe this day. At the start of this day, I managed to stay awake and heard mass with my mother this morning. After that, I ate breakfast with her and my Tita in their office then continued my sleep. I woke up an hour before my Theology class and opened my laptop at Faura steps.

Then before our lab, I stayed in Gabay org room. There I installed the Nintendo 64 and restarted my battle with Ervin. πŸ˜€I should configure this program in such a way it will let three players run using two controllers and the keyboard. πŸ˜€ And oh, I need to get a new controller and I want the one from CDR-KING that is a replica of the XBOX controller. πŸ˜€

AND THEN CAME THE TCOM 141 Exam… I was expecting a very low score because although I managed to study well for this, the exam itself is quite hard. When I got my paper, I was surprised with the result. The score written was “7B”. Now, when did scores started becoming hexadecimal? Hahah~! Actually, it was 71 but the number 1 was doodled with 3, making it look like “B”. I was also surprised with my current standing. I guess that’s the power of prayers. πŸ˜€ But of course I cannot rely purely on prayers. Β I think this day is a good one.

New Keyboard~!

Got myself a standard USB keyboard for my use at home. πŸ˜€ The laptop’s keyboard is giving me a hard time doing stuff such as spreadsheet works and more. So I bought this keyboard. πŸ˜€ Looks like Mac’s.It’s from CDR KING though but I guess this would do for me. πŸ˜€

Fiddling with my phone’s interface

Yes, I know the kinetic scrolling is so gooood but I want something betterrrrr.. πŸ˜€ In my previous post, I installed something called Orange Tsunami, an application that integrates a widget-based homesceen similar to N97’s onto s60v5 devices that doesn’t have the same homescreen. I got mine here with icon modifications. πŸ˜€What’s nice here is that everything is almost accessible from the homescreen. Even the widgets can be chosen from here:

You can choose a lot of widgets and you can even place a lot of widgets because the homescreen widget space is also powered by the kinetic scrolling feature and you can scroll down to your stuff. I now have no worries with regards to the functionality of other s60v5 phones. My phone was fully utilized of its capabilities, once again. πŸ˜€ Love it. πŸ˜€

Nokia 5800 XM Homescreen change

This is not from Symbian but I find the widgets remaining on N97 units be really unfair. SO I got one of these and installed it in my phone. It changed my homescreen with a lot of widgets to put and a lot of widget space on the homescreen. What’s more, it did not affect my phone’s overall performance which means I can retain as much as I want. πŸ˜€ Beh, N97. πŸ˜€ I was trying to get my hands on more mods such as a full user interface change to Android-like one but it’s more complicated than just installing an SIS app and enjoy something like the one above. πŸ˜€

LSAT versus ORSEM

EEEEvery year, ORSEM marks the start of every Atenean Freshman’s life in college. However, something deeper within is the very confirmation of an Atenean’s college life and that is his or her registration as a college student. That’s why one should pay respect to RegCom for their registration in the school to be attended properly and processed successfully.

Now, the title’s the very topic. πŸ˜€ An assessor, a member of LSAT, might think, or worse to assume, that all who go out of registration duty because they wanted to join ORSEM are automatically terminated from LSAT. Not exactly. Here are my reasons why one assessor can be terminated due to ORSEM

1. Commitment – Yes, definitely one firm reason why one can be terminated. At the very interview of the applicant, he/she is asked if there are any possible commitments that can be a hindrance to the service during registration. Once the applicant confirms that he/she can fully commit to this university service, it is already understood that this person chose to work during the registration and refrain from obtaining other obligations.

2. Schedule – It seems that most of the time, ORSEM lands on the registration period itself. However, if the ORSEM does not become conflict with the registration period, an assessor can freeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeely accept the ORSEM obligation and continue his/her LSAT duties without inflicting liability points, probationary status or termination to himself/herself.

3. The Question of University Service – Yes, I admit that ORSEM is one helluva great university service. Orienting freshies to the new battlegrounds they entered is one exciting, fun and fulfilling action. However, as I’ve always repeated, #1.

Now, one might think we becoming strict with regards to other activities, preventing others to do other stuff than just being an assessor.

Try to look at the LSAT duties this way: Imagine this pokey university service is like your real life work. Indeed, it simulates a typical work environment with working policies and disciplinary measures. In real life work, most of the companies or the people who hire workers are actually not lenient in other work loads. In other words, they don’t tolerate excuses in jobs. You applied because you will work. You are accepted because it is assumed that you will deliver full commitment to this job. I’m actually surprised not to see something like a 6-month dry run for applicants. That is because LSAT only works during registration periods. However, it is fine for one assessor to assume a different responsibility, as long as it doesn’t become in conflict with the LSAT duties.

Personally, the reason why I stayed here in LSAT is not because I wanted the benefits which does not worry me too much when OAA demands for the required number of service hours per semester.Β  The reason I stayed here because the service somewhat simulates a work environment, working on teams, managing co-workers and implementing discplinary measures. Time-in’s and time-out’s as well as the allowance, which is based on the number of hours you’ve worked during the whole registration period. It teaches members how to abide on work rules, how to be punctual, how to work properly according to procedures. It teaches leaders and assistant leaders on proper team management and immediate response to concerns as well as become representatives for their team. It lets the overall head to learn a lot of team management techniques. Those methods that I implemented such as sending homeworks to get feedbacks as well as bonding with the respective teams are not my own ideas but rather ideas that I learned from my dad and brother who are in the same position in the corporate world. And recently, the Waiting-list system that the team is about to implement on the upcoming recruitment is not my idea but an idea from the previous Graduate Studies Assessment leader. The Team shirt, for peace’s sake! I though I was the first one to implement such thing but one of the Team Captains before said they did get a shirt for themselves. See? It’s so nice to learn in this place, it basically prepares you on the strict world of work when you exit college.

So when it boils down to the reasons why people get terminated, even if the duty they assume aside from LSAT is a university service, the word commitment explains itself. And if the idea of strictly following the rules is to be followed, then basically I have no more question about it, I’ll let the constitution do the rest.

August 14

..was the birthday of my beloved grandfather and also my birthday. πŸ˜€ Going back, though, through those times made me realize that I had little bonding with my grandfather compared to my grandmother. Much like my bond with my father compared to my mother. Although my bond with my father is stronger compared to my grandfather. Yet my birthday landed on the same day as my grandfather and I cannot figure out why I am not that close to him. But I learned a lot from stories about him. I only had little time with him as he went to God quicker than expected. Still, I appreciated all his works as a father and grandfather. It really reflects now, in me and in my parents. That sense of being quiet yet tremendous presence. You can tell it by looking at my mom. You immediately get the message at one glance. I love TATAY as I call him, together with my parents. Even though I wasn’t able to bond with him as much as my first gen cousins, I can feel his presence everytime. πŸ˜€

And so the day continues, August 14. It was the first time that it landed on a lenient day, Saturday, with no requirements in school or exams to worry about. Morning, I opened my facebook and saw 42~ more or less, notifications, which are greetings. Thank you for that. But before all of those, mom went in and hugged and greeted me Happy Birthday. πŸ˜₯ Those are the moments I always want to experience everyday. Then as I arrive at school, my dad treated breakfast and greeted me Happy Birthday as well. πŸ˜€ Then I went to work on the walling and props for the upcoming Scholars’ Party. Then I had lunch with people in Lauan. To experience that was so special. Only few recognize my presence and for the people in Lauan to be included in those few makes me feel so happy.

As the day ended, more and more greetings came and of course, 99% were from facebook. :D:D Talk about technology, huh. πŸ˜€ Last minute greetings were from buddy Precious and a few from Ateneo. The literal last-minute greeting came from bestfriend, Jigs. πŸ˜€ I though she wouldn’t greet me but she did. But it was fine for me if she did not because my birthday greeting for her during her birthday did not reach her due to telecommuncations technical failure. But still, she greeted me and it meant a lot. My kuya’s, Mark and “Lord” also greeted me. πŸ˜€ And when my younger brother came from his weekly badminton play, he said “Wassap, Bertdey Boi.:D” Hahahah~!

Sunday, we went out to eat lunch as celebration of my birthday and Dad’s. πŸ˜€ I even ate lunch with one of my rarely seen ninangs, Ninang Tate. πŸ˜€ It was nice seeing her again. The gaps between our meetings are way looooooooooooooooooooooooong. Same goes for my Ninang Liwanag. πŸ˜€

Overall, my birthday was good and it will always be good despite the hardships in life, academics and difficulties in other aspects. πŸ˜€ Thank You for all the greetings and I hope all wishes be granted to help me catapult my progress in Mach 3 speed as I enter my 21st year in this world. Mabuhay!

Do my fellow Ateneans read this blog?

Joke, just to see whether those people who know or encountered this blog are still reading this.

Before, I used to blog in my Multiply but then a lot of people are reacting to all my rants. Some reactions were useless and I hate that people look into those posts and think something rather different from what I said. So, I looked on my WordPress and started blogging here instead. It was nice because only a few people know this site and those few people rarely visit this. Of course, you might be thinking I can rant as much as I want but of course, NO. I sometimes write here with no hesitation that the people who are or might be involved, sometimes make their own moves. But I don’t really mind as this is my blog, I can say whatever I want and face all of the consequences brought by it.

Anyway, what do I have today? Oh yeah, I remembered mom bought me a jar of salsa and a bag of nachos which I really, really like. You can say that this is the result of having a boring social life, dead love life, miserable academics life and so on. But actually, everything’s fine… or maybe not in the social aspect but still, average it and everything’s fine. πŸ˜€

And talk about some stuff in school, orgs and so on. I think I’m not really doing well, but I am doing the best I can. Just a hint of progrock would let me work on stuff just well. I guess that’s all I can say about it, nothing more. If there’s more to say, however, I might not say it here. I should moderate some words that are being written here, might develop a bad image. I was caught off-guard once and I think it made a great commotion in an org and that’s why I was quite hesitant to join again. Although I joined this year but I’m not so sure about things now.

Oh yeah, about LSAT. A lot of people know that I’m it’s overall head and I’m actually laughing on this because LSAT only appears during registration periods. AAAnd I’m only a team captain during those times. That’s why when people tell others that “Uy, team captain ‘yan”, sometimes I can’t really feel it. I don’t even think Regcom treats me the same way(whoops)… Oh well, is it because I’m small? Hahaha!

Random thoughts.. so many. Love life! No love life, actually. Although I have one concern and it’s the difficulty of saying things to the one you like, ooooorrr at least be close to that person. I think it takes a lot of strength, in all aspects such as intelligence and money, to catch that person’s attention. And oh, talk about age… xD So $%^&*! When the time comes that you have the courage, someone pops in and steals the opportunity. It’s like overtaking in professional driving, that person is simply drafting behind you, waiting for an opportunity to overtake and when that person overtakes, he already have generated so much speed because of no air resistance that the overtake is like a surprise attack and eventually you’ll be left behind in humiliation. Damn. Oh well, LIFE.

Car! A very great companion! Lets me learn so many things and sometimes becomes the outlet for my disappointments and depression..punishing it so much and still love me the next day. I don’t know but when I am disappointed about something, or depressed, I just play any driving simulation, go to Timezone and play Initial D or Wangan Midnight and after4 or 5 runs, I’m already fine, calm and somewhat not frowning or sad. I don’t know how a move plane with dotted lines has something to do with this, even I cannot explain.

HAY! nachos and salsa, flc quiz and tcom long test, engps sabawness and elc hw, philo madness and caterpillar attack leftover…

BRING IT ON


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