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RECENTLY~!

Ateneo obtained their first loss from UP! How amazing was that? I did not watch the game but I heard that the shift in substitutions was the very big mistake that killed Ateneo’s winning streak. Hehehehehe~! My cousin’s son should be laughing like hell now. 😀

I’m not a very big fan of UAAP, actually. When Ateneo wins, I cheer up. When they lose, I don’t care. 😀 Look at my school’s pride. It corroded as fast as electricity. 😀

Oh yeah, it’s the president’s SONA today and I’m staying at home because they suspended the classes. Traffic is a big problem when going to school because they switched the traffic to one main lane instead of using the usual two-lane scheme. There are quite a lot of rallyists when I saw the newsbreak. Can’t wait to see what will happen in the Congress. 😀

of ups and downs in college life…

Man, now I really believe college is really hard…

Things do come and go. Whether it’s academics, love life, social life and more. Things really do become good and bad depending on the situation you came in. Actually you don’t come in a situation but rather fate brings you in it. And it’s really hard to deal with those problems whenever you are not prepared for a shock. Teachers change, schedules change, time shifts, time paces fast, environment’s unpredictable, people changes, people’s unpredictable.
And it’s quite hard whenever you have friends that suddenly turned against you. Or rather colleagues… But it’ll teach you how to be independent of those kind of people. Sometimes, it’ll lead you to new people who can really help you out, will not be bored or tired of helping you out. There are people who will stand beside you, most of the time.

Sometimes, especially in where I study, I feel that sense that people are not true to the saying that people are approachable. Man, they aren’t, trust me. Hahahah~!

Then there goes your social and love life. How loser are you if you don’t go along with the flow. $%^&*! Who cares… I don’t really mind not having a partner while everyone else are being with their partner. Jealous? Maybe… But at the moment, No. Being not with the flow doesn’t really make you a total loser because you’re missing something your peers are having. Sometimes, being single is so much fun than being taken.

So what are the “ups”?

actually, the downs are the ups as well. Schedules…. People…. Hahah~! In college, you can be alone and no one will pay attention much to you. Being alone may be emo but I think 90% of the time, it isn’t. It gives you time to reflect at things, make you decide on a certain situation that’s already there or an upcoming one. You get to see the real world by half of it.

God? Of course, despite the hard times and errors, I still believe He’s beside. You won’t laugh at him when bad times come but you see, God could be funny. :D::D

Things…

I’ve been thinking since the very start of college whether I can do more than before as I enter a whole new world. I also asked myself if I can give a try at correcting errors done in the past.

*Sigh*

My, I still look down on myself. I still think I’m a useless person. Things and people really make me feel inferior to them, especially in school. Well, I understand the concept of competition and challenge in universities but I did not expect the impact to be as big as this. Moreover, there are things in the past that comes back everynow and then… maybe to hunt me down. I just think I’m quite lucky to defeat every challenge of the past but still, there will always be instances where they will go back and challenge me again. I know I’ve done a lot of errors in the past, in school, in people, in many things.

I don’t know, maybe I’m just confused with things. Not only things but people make me confused every now and then. I can’t believe I’m strolling along my academic life carrying these problems. Problems, huh…. There are so many problems.

Nissan GT-R Get~!

no, not the real car. Just the Q-steer. 😀

At last, I had my second A-B Band car. I really love this car in real life because it really changed the way we look at automotive speed. 😀

Just a blog post

Hmm..

I was walking to Lauan this afternoon and I stopped at the side of the road to see whether I can cross the pedestrian lane safely. It so happened that one tricycle passed and I saw inside a couple french-kissing. (Nakupo, dugo ilong ni manong~!)

What kind of Ateneans does the university have right now? Or maybe that’s only part of the school’s taboo (am I writing the right things?).

Anyway, this week, I found the music or rather piano piece I’ve been looking for years. It was  composed by Johann Sebastian Bach and the piece’s name is “Jesu, Joy of Man’s Desiring”. I first heard this as a lullaby melody in one of my mom’s old clocks inside her office. Now I found it! Heheh, it’s so nice to hear, I consider this to be the simplest, and yet very good-to-hear music related to Jesus. 😀

I also got my hands (finally) on a Q-steer Nissan GT-R! After months of decision making, I finally bought one. However, it was not easy because I checked megamall and shang for the car but they don’t have it anymore. Went to TRU in Galleria and saw one unit but it was opened because some fscking customers tested it. Instead of ignoring it, I just bought it. The only problem would be the batteries but that doesn’t matter much, if you ask me.