Ever since I entered this school, I am not really trusting people around. I do tend to try to feel what other people think of me. This is school and majority of people here really like making sarcastic comments, likes to talk when you turn around and the like. That’s why I cannot fully trust anyone. Although my mentor mentioned that I should do what I think is right and never mind too much about your image. However, when people go beyond their limits, I do have the right to protect my image.
Oh yes, I am enjoying a privilege right now related to school work but I do hate it when people call me somewhat not worthy of the privilege, whether they mean it or just a joke, because it’s not a funny thing to talk about in that way. What’s worse is that you try to help them and they go take advantage of it, exploiting you like hell. You go and treat them stuff and do them favors and they go out as if it’s a necessary thing for me to do or an obligation. Then, when you fail them, they act as if I’m a useless person. That’s why I do ask my high school friends again to go around Katipunan so that I will be able to talk to them again, people who accept me for who I am, no backstabs, no secret talking. These people who call me they way they call me right now starts to become a lie but hopefully it won’t escalate to the limit.
Call me whatever you want, but there are people who are given that privilege but hiding their stuff in a place so that they could get the privilege. Damn, we’re so struggling right now and being called like that is really insulting. And it placed me again into the same situation when I was in high school: Who am I to trust now? Closest people in school are starting to become more and more inaccessible and more grouped. Then the other group just disappointed me. Although I was disappointed before but someone made apologies in behalf of them. Someone read a post of mine and reported it (can you believe that). So what is this, also a protection of image? Sheesh.
I’m soooo looking forward to this upcoming Christmas’ get-togethers. At least I can find some worthy time there.
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