Ok, the post title has nothing to do with the post itself. But anyway, what can I talk about this time? Before there are things that I realized, now there are things that I suddenly miss. Somehow it is connected to the things I realize because these things become the topic of the things I miss, which is actually what we call here “Simpleng kwentuhan” or bonding sessions. It may come with alcohol drinks or not, what’s important is the close conversations with friends or family. I’ve been missing that since last 2 years. It may be nice if there is an overnight. I remember Christmas last two years, I was able to bond with my barkada with overnight at one of my friend’s house, which kind of nice because we had a lot of overnights at that place which made a lot of memories.
But it seems that I’m not able to encounter this kind of activity for the past two years. I was hoping to encounter it during the break last week but being the oldest among the people around and the only one in the batch, no talking much happened. Hahahah~! Oh well, I was expecting that, especially one, younger batch doesn’t drink too much and is excited to bond the different way. Second, one batch higher could be drinkin’ but not much as well but also focused on bonding within themselves, which is good to get their batch closer and know each self better and last, the last batch sure needs to bond before their much awaited graduation. 
But I’m not putting the blame to people, I’m actually happy to see them bond that way but I still miss the old times. Anyway, out of last week, back to now. What I love about bonding sessions with close friends or simply people who are willing to listen to you is that you can open even the most intimate things in your life. They will comment “nice~!” or “yaaaaaaaaak~!” but in the end, they will tell you the most essential things that a peer can give or suggest, other than what your parents can say so that you will have a lot of guide. Discuss rumors, love life, new stuff, and more! It’s a very nice opportunity to really open up, release your frustrations, open yourself to suggestions and opportunities.
I miss that, I miss the conversations, I miss the people. These days, it’s quite hard to bond with people with few reasons, one of which is my age! (I guess). It’s hard to explain here but it’s just so apparent from my point of view. I’m not saying, though, that it’s hard to bond with them with alcohol. I’m saying that, with alcohol or none, it’s hard to bond with people younger than you. Or maybe I’m an introvert? 
) Oh well. I do hope I could bond with my friends again. I super duper miss them. Actually, I should’ve visited my friend who’s taking medicine and lives in Padre Faura. Another close friend is still with me in college and, hopefully, we will graduate on time. She usually hangs out within Katipunan but so busy, it’s hard to disturb her, especially that she’s taking BAA in UP, which is kind of a serious course to take. I do meet her around sometimes but only for a short conversation, just checking how’s she doing in her acads.
*sigh*
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