Yes, based from most of my activities, I seem to be just relaxing or enjoying stuff but I’m not, really. There’s a lot to do from different sides of this person. From his OJT, to the job he committed to do every registration and as well as the other things in life. Can I rant plez?
First of all, OJT. I’m entirely saying that this is totally unacceptable to do just because it is required. I do enjoy the OJT but the inevitable always happens: getting tired. I still have a lot to do, with all these diagrams, android phones and sensors to fiddle with. It’s fun to learn these things, I just need quite a lot more energy than what I have now to enjoy these things more.
LSAT, another stressful thing because the problem that RegCom is experiencing for the past three years is now starting to sink in to LSAT’s territory. What is it? The member shortage. Yes, we can get as much people we can during recruitment but it’s not an easy task especially if the only time you have is inside the semester. Plus I’m experiencing another problem more than before. A friend of mine also experienced this, and he said, “kaunting pasensya pa”. I am not angry and in fact I’ve never been angry in this particular commitment because I always look forward to letting myself and me co-workers to learn a lot of stuff, a lot of experience here in this job. I don’t know, maybe I am just depressed or frustrated about things, hoping that it won’t lead to pessimism. There’s two more semesters to come before I drop this job to someone else. Some might interpret that after two semesters, I’m free from this misery. No, I look at it as two more semesters left to learn all the things I need to learn in this particular field. The people, the way they think, the way they move and the things they want in this particular job. Another colleague told me that it’s just life, some people are really like that, who would not comply to certain things you tell them, especially if you’re the one who’s assigned to direct things in this job. Argh, I hate such stuff but what can I do? I think all I can do is try to make things right and straight, as a friend told me to work things “within accepted values”. Am I saying that my peeps are not complying to my leadership? Hell no. 
I’m the sort of person who always find solutions if things don’t work on the first plan. I love my peeps in this job and that’s all I can do for them and I don’t care if I get turned down, or the job itself. It’s life. 
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and Life~! *ssiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiigh* I’m not enjoying at all. Give me an HTC Desire S and I will be your good friend. JOKE. Nah, I’m just stressed out, super tired. There are people that I consider as friends but, you’ll end up being used, I guess? Hahahah~! Oh well. I just hate it, super duper hate. I guess I’ll talk about this somewhere else.
I’ll just eat a lot for now. (irrelevant)
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